March 10, 2001 Let me fill you in on how I am doing now. Well, I have lots of friends that I love very dearly, and my life would be totally different without a single one of them. Each one of them have shown me that I can be and still be apreciated. And they know who they are, but I will list them anyway; Louis, I love you even though you are a bitch in the mornings, Greg, I've known you for a while and every day I learn even more about you: Derek, things didn't work out at first, but they are going better now; Jared, you are so fucking cute I can't even begin to describe it, and if you ever need a family, I will be right here for you; Matthew, you might not think that I am here for you, but you know my digits, and you damnwell better know that I am here for you; Rob, getting to know you has been an experience, and I look forward to good times; Ben and Gabe, you two are just too fucking adorable together; Greg, you have been so good to me, and for that I am thankful; Satine and Nadine, you two just remember I met you as boys; to Cat, my favorite Lesbian friend, you are ghettofabulous, and I love you and keep me off that damn list; and to all my gay.com friends, thanks for helping me get into the gay groove here in Austin, I am very thankful for the things you have let me experience and explore. To my exes, the both of you, I love you and I will always love you. To those of you not mentioned, do not feel left out for it is 4:40 in the damn morning and I am really too tired to list every one of you. So I am currently single, and realizing that this is getting old. I am getting tired of being alone. Or being people that I don't mean anything to. I am looking for someone who can come home to me and actually enjoy my company and that I will think about during the day and be sure that they are thinking of me at the same time. But I am slowly realizing that I'm living in the gay world, and for some of us, this may never happen. So I just need to grow up and join reality. Well, it's late, and I would like to enjoy my bed, and I'm sure you are tired of reading, so I will quit typing now and let you get on with you business. I hope you enjoyed reading about me, and I would like your feedback whether it be positive or negative, because I am always trying to realize my faults, but sometimes you think your faults aren't faults. So let me know. :-) Have a great day and remember that the sun shines on all of us and the rain dampens us all. |